Just My Thoughts and Opinions

long time.. no post

2009-04-05T20:26:00.000-07:00

Hey guys it has been awhile since I have posted anything. Sorry about that. I got a job, so I have been working and soccer started so I have been working, going to church, going to soccer practice, going school and sleeping. lol. No time for posting long blogs. Not that any of my blogs have ever really been long, but you get the point. I am actually posting one right now as I wait for my uniform for work to get done washing.

Well tonight was fun, I went to the movies with Ashley and saw Fast and Furious. Good movie. Not for kids, but definately a good movie. My favorite out of the series I would have to say. Well looks like I will be pretty busy this week, I have to work every day till next tuesday except for Sunday. We will see how this goes... I just know I am going to be super tired. I am glad I finally got Sunday off though.

My Grandma and Grandpa took all my siblings to Missiouri till like Tuesday or Wednesday so maybe I will have some peace and quiet. Well thats all for now. Thanks for reading my blog post, which I think has actually been the longest thus far. Leave a comment. I will return the favor. =]

Flicker

2009-03-12T12:46:00.000-07:00

See that flicker? There in the distance?
That's the reason I continue on.
Sure to others it isn't much, just a candle in the dark,
but to me it is my hope.
That light in the dark, it is my guide.
Always steady, always ongoing.
Never once have I taken my eyes off of it.
Never once has it gone out.
See that flicker? There in the distance? That's my destination.

My life.. yet again.. I know

2009-03-11T07:53:00.000-07:00

My life is constantly changing, which I like, because I hate being stagnant in one place for too long. I have new friends, new hobbies and an all around new perspective on life. Which is a good thing because my old perspective sucked. Life seems to be okay right now. I am still trying to figure out my purpose and all, but I am actually enjoying the journey. I am very grateful for all the people I have that God has put around me to encourage and lift my spirit. Everyone has there rough patches and I think I am finally over mine.

Soccer as you know has started and I have my first game in a couple weeks. I am pretty sure I finally got a job! yay! I need the money. And my friends seem like they actually want to be friends with me. So everything is going pretty good. I hope that it stays this way. Thanks for reading about my little life in this huge world.

Kenzie

Real Quick

2009-02-25T12:39:00.000-08:00

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K3NZI3

Soccer

2009-02-23T19:08:00.000-08:00

I feel like I haven't posted anything in awhile... So here you go to the one person who reads my blogs =]]

So I had soccer practice tonight and I realized that soccer is totally my drug. If I don't have it I feel incomplete. Soccer practice tonight was amazing especially because I haven't played in awhile. But anyways to get to the point I love soccer and I really hope that I always get to play.. that tis all...

Kenzie...

I know is wasn't much but at least it was something

Ready for Change

2009-02-06T09:24:00.000-08:00

Well as this title says I am ready for a change in my life. I feel like I have been doing the same thing over and over again week after week. I really want something out of the ordinary to happen, not sure what just something different. I'm just tired of the same ole' same ole' stuff. Yeah so today is a short post, talk to you guys later!
Peace

More Writing

2009-01-30T13:00:00.000-08:00

Afraid

A lot of people are afraid of the dark, mostly as kids. Not so many people are afraid of the light, and yet even if they are you would never know. I am one of those people who are afraid of the light, because in the light people can see who I really am. They can see me and my feelings, and all of my monsters that i try to hide away in my closet. In the light people can see my pain, and that is why I am not afraid of the dark, but terrified of the light.

Again I am open to any criticism that you guys have for me. This was something that I wrote, yesterday I think. I promise I am not all gloom and despair haha I'm sure something joyful will be coming to a blog near you soon!!

My reflection

2009-01-27T08:37:00.001-08:00

In those eyes you can see the pain, and yet only for a minute. Because as she smiles it seems to all melt away, but the only reason she smiles is to hide from her own pain. She can put on a front, and hide how she feels, no one can see the way she really feels. She feels so alone and crowded all at once, never again to trust. One more look and hoping no one will see, I step back from the mirror, that girl is me.

Okay guys so I am having to take like a writing course, and this one something that I wrote today. Bare with me I am not a pro, and I just started taking the class. So let me know what you guys think... good or bad I can take the criticism.

New Years Resolutions

2009-01-01T06:16:00.000-08:00

Hello everybody, Well we all made it to 2009. Now the question is what are we going to do with this year? People at my church have said that this is going to be a tough year, but that if we keep on pressing we will make it through to God's presence and his blessing. Last year I regretfully say that my relationship had some twists and turns and really didn't go the way i expected it to go.
I have heard so many adults say this "teenagers who are usually about 16, 17, 18 turn away from God and don't come back until there about 20 or 21". I mean you have no clue how many times I have heard that same line be said. Well that's NOT gonna be me. I have decided this year for my new years resolution, I am going to spend as much time with God as possible. Try my best to think less of guys and more of God. I am determined to make my relationship with God grow. I am going to press into Gods presence like never before, and I will NEVER turn away from him.

So guys what are your new years resolutions?? Well hopefully that made you rethink just a little.
Love yall,

Kenzie

My Life

2008-12-29T15:52:00.000-08:00

Hey guys, so I have come to a decision that I am soo sick of people with boyfriends lol. Not really, its just I am ready to meet the right guy ya know?? Yeah. Well anyways, today was fun. Deedra and Diana spent the night last night and kept me up to late!! haha. But we had a ton of fun. We played rock band, and the wii like really late. I watched the notebook for the first time all the way through today. Great movie, sad though. Tomorrow I don't even have anything to do, so if you want to do something let me know.
Monday I am going to start working (babysitting) again. I can't wait to see the little boogers again haha. But I am also (when I get a chance) going to try to get a job at the fuddruckers, in Gunbarrel. So wish me luck. Well thats all I have to say for right now. Keep reading!!

Kenzie

Christmas is over

2008-12-26T22:35:00.000-08:00

Okay people so I didn't get to post a blog before Christmas like I wanted to.. but I am posting one now =]. Christmas went good, I got a new camera so maybe I will get some more pictures up on here. We also got a wii, which is crazy fun and alot of other stuff that I am way to tired to name right now. Tomorrow I am going to Tyler with some friends so maybe I will get even more picture. Well like I said I am way tired and I am going to go to sleep now so Goodnight people.

Christmas and such

2008-12-17T07:51:00.000-08:00

Okay so Christmas is in about a week or so, or as my brother says 8 days. He has been counting down since Thanksgiving. I remember when I use to do that haha. Well this year we actually got our Christmas tree and decorations up about a week after Thanksgiving. We usually don't get them up till like a week before Christmas and we don't usually take them down till like late January lol. Hopefully that will change this year also =].
This year it hardly feels like Christmas, as my sister pointed out, because no one in our house believes in Santa Clause anymore. And I know that, that is not suppose to be the focus of Christmas, but if you think about it, it makes it sooo much more fun.
I didn't stop believing in Santa till I was like 11, I know along time, but my brothers only 10. O well hopefully it will be a fun filled Holiday. I plan on going Christmas shopping for my parents on Saturday with all my siblings so we can pick out there presents and such. I'm getting my grandmothers present today I hope. Well anyways just thought I should post another blog. I might post another one before Christmas I'm not really sure. Well thanks for reading =p

NOSE RING!!

2008-12-10T10:51:00.000-08:00

Hey guys, well yesterday was my birthday so my parents have been putting up with me for 16 years now. I was super excited about getting my license, so my mom had to take me before she went to work. Well the drivers license place opens up at 8. With my luck it stormed all night, so there computers were not working. Finally at about 9:30 we got out of there with my license. Woo-hoo! After that i dropped my mom off at work and me and my sister went to pick up my best friend just for some fun. Well then I went home cause I was going to go out to eat with my Dad for lunch. After finishing lunch we went to Athens to give my mom her car back, then left for Tyler.
This next part may surprise some of you, especially if you know my Dad, we were on our way to get my nose pierced. Yeah you heard me right, NOSE PIERCED! Ha ha, I have to admit when we pulled up to the Tattoo/body piercing place I was a bit nervous. And when I went back to get it pierced in my head I was thinking GET OUT OF HERE! Luckily I didn't chicken out and it didn't hurt near as bad as I thought it was going to. I love it!
After we got home, we had chicken enchiladas upon my request at my Grandmas. Then it was time for cake and ice cream. Well at my first birthday party it was at my grandmas and we played pin the nose on the clown so my parents thought it only right to play pin the tail on the donkey. Ha! So after playing that and other games I went home and went to sleep.
Well thats all, just thought I would give you an account of my 16th birthday. I wonderful day with my family!

im how old?!?!

2008-12-02T11:33:00.000-08:00

Okay so heres the deal, in about a week I will be 16! How exciting is that? For those who have already passed 16 it may not be such a big deal, but I will be able to drive. And I know that with driving comes other responsibilities, but it also comes with privileges. Some people have told me "your just a baby, you dont need to be going off by yourself". Then others have said "I trust you to go off and do what your suppose to do and not get into trouble". I mean come on I'm going to be 16, doesn't that mean I'm NOT a baby anymore?? Ands it not like i have ever done anything to make people be like Oh My Gosh she is going to be so much trouble off by herself. Well anyways, I'm just really excited about having independence and the trust of my Mom and Dad.
So I guess thats all for now, sorry I haven't posted anything in awhile, I kinda forgot I had this blog thing. I promise I will start writing more soon. Hope everyone has Happy Holidays!!!

Kenzie

First Blog

2008-10-20T19:48:00.000-07:00

So yeah this is my first blog.. its basically going to be boring. Mostly because I'm going to tell you about myself, and my life is BORING. I have become very simple in the past year, no complications attached. You got something to tell me, tell me to my face, i really dont care what you think about me, but if you talk about me behind my back i get pretty pissed off. I seem to have alot of friends that aren't really sure if they want me as a friend or not. and im really getting sick of it. I live in a little po-dunk town in the middle of nowhere out in Texas. I love where I live, at the moment anyways. So im pretty much obsessed with music. If in life there was no music, it would be hard to let my emotions out. yeah... i also love soccer but im getting tired of talking about myself so thats gonna be the end of thisblog. i will be posting more of my opinions and thoughts later.
peace.
K3NZI3